One muggy and unusual night, I woke at 3 AM, hazily recalled predictions of spectacular meteor showers, and dragged a sleepy Larry with me out to our driveway to watch for meteorites. After craning our necks for a few minutes that seemed like hours, we finally saw one or two tiny, magnificent flashes. It was a catch-it-in-the-corner-of-your-eye type thing. There and gone. Blink and you miss it. We stumbled back inside and I couldn't sleep for the Glory of God's night sky. Words pelted my brain and I had to write them down. (See the very first post: Meteors at Night.)

Like the meteor shower, my inspiration often comes unbidden at night in quick bursts that demand my attention. I get excited about it. I don't want to miss it, not any of it. Not one quick flash, not one Illumined moment, not one whisper from God.

I'm trying hard to catch it and collect it and put it all in one sky. You're welcome to do a little gazing here anytime.

Friday, November 30, 2012

It's a germy world out there



It’s a germy world out there –

Money,
Toilet seats,
Faucets
and –
Styluses!  (They expect you to pick them up and write with them,
                                                right there in the sick-folks pharmacy!)

Elevator buttons,
Keyboards,
Door handles
and –
Hands!  (They’re thrust at you everywhere, especially at church!  To refuse them is
                                                rude; to receive them, sure exposure.)

Potlucks,
Salad bars,
Tables, chairs
and –
Plates!  (They’re handled by employees, with thumbs around the edges, sometimes
                                                held up high, right under breathing faces!)

Stair rails,
Remote controls,
Light switches
and –
Doctors’ offices!!!  (The absolute worst!  They’re sanitized battlefields,                                                  contagion conference sites!)

It’s a germy world out there.  (Now go wash your hands.)



Thursday, November 29, 2012

Trophies



We bring them home like trophies for quick-life consumers,
Awarded to the busy, the ones who sip and travel –
Starbucks, McAllister’s:  those are the favorites,
Frequently won by the haste of our schedule,
Cups for a spot on the top of our counter,
Shiny refills to go and go. . .

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Peace of Art



Quiet confidence.

It comes with seeking a skill,
With stretching normal patience,
With slow, rhythmic stitches in predictable patterns,
With the steadily earned hope of pleasing accomplishment,
With each ordered turn of the purposed yarn becoming more than its single self –

A perfectly tangled peace of art.



Tuesday, November 27, 2012

The Farm


 

Perfect biscuits, chocolate cookies,
Giant turkeys, country ham,
Barbecue, apple butter,
Oyster dressing, peach cobbler –
Something’s always cooking when we go to the farm.

Honey bees, golden corn,
Roma beans, ripe tomatoes,
Lilac bush, purple iris,
Knockout rose, pink mimosa –
Something’s always growing when we go to the farm.

Long flat walks, homemade music,
Shotgun tourneys, Chevy rides,
Dusty truck trips, rolling tractors,
Playful kittens, pond fishing –
Something’s always happening when we go to the farm.

Open doors, steady welcome,
Reconnection with the homeplace,
Catching up, slowing down,
Peace inside, Love around –
It’s what we always find when we go to the farm.






Monday, November 26, 2012

Memorial to the Maples


We’ll miss you, sugar maples, and
Your colorful displays,
Your framing of the farmhouse,
Your constance as a landmark.

You watched us play, as children,
‘Neath your friendly branches.
You cooled us with your shade;
You held us as we climbed.

You heard our family chatter,
You watched us come and go –
We grew, and you grew with us,
Putting down strong roots.

You welcomed in the seasons;
You weathered all extremes.
You reached toward God with tree grace –
We’ll miss you, sugar maples.

Friday, November 23, 2012

Keepsake



She’s cradled by a quilt
She can’t remember making –
Bits of lovely fabric
She cut and stitched with care.

In another lifetime,
(Then someone same, but different),
She used her art and skill
To make a treasured keepsake.

How could she have known
How much she’d one day need it –
An obvious reminder
Of who she was and is?


Sundogs



I saw sundogs today –
Twin pets of fire and light,
Strolling with their owner,
One on either side.

Chunks of rarest rainbow
On a short, taut leash –
Wagging colored tails
For anyone who's looking.

Blue Hole



Blue hole cut in a
Deep gray sky,
Lined by gold on a
Late November day:

Is it long-awaited light
Or dark portended storm, or
Just a piece of Question
Loved by the sunset?
 

Thursday, November 22, 2012

The Big One


 


Thank God for the big one –
Still waiting in the water.
He brings me back again.
He makes my fishing hopeful.

I see him, wet and brown,
His belly yellow-orange, or
Slick and silver-hued,
His side just full of rainbow!

He shows himself sometimes;
He taunts me as I cast –
A rising invitation,
Always out of reach.

I’m waiting for that day,
That pic where we both smile,
That time, when, on the river,
I thank God for the big one.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

I go



I don’t allow myself to go there very often –

that place where I’ve never heard those three big words,
            “You have cancer,”
that place where health isn’t really an issue,
where every decision isn’t altered by disease,
where the future stretches out all
            smooth and happy-normal,
where I enjoy weddings and
            grandkids and anniversaries and
            retirement with my husband,
where I don’t wonder if I’ll be replaced, and
            I never script my own funeral,
that place where I don’t know chronic pain and
            think about recurrence,
where insurance is not a tightrope,
            just a monthly obligation,
where cancer only happens to other people and
            it isn’t in their eyes every time they look at me,
that place where needle sticks are rare and
            side-effects unknown –

I know I can’t stay there.
I don’t go there often.

But I go.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

The Very Best




Breathing in steam,
Blowing it cooler –
Basking, my hands, in the
Warmth of the mug

Gauging the temp with
Each soothing sip, and
Courting the cup,
Accepting its comfort

Waiting and wooing,
Relaxing, undoing –
Of a cup of hot tea,
That’s the very best part.

Monday, November 12, 2012

I love a rainy day




I love a rainy day,
Gently blown by wind,
Steady-dripping eaves,
Drop-spattered panes.

I love the moving patio,
Circles – growing, gone,
Swishy-quick road wetness,
Sprayed by sparkling cars.

I love the messy puddles,
Brightened, thirsty grass,
Cool, fragrant mud –
Black, a little chancy.

I love the just-washed air,
Moist and sweet to lungs,
The steady hum on roof, and
Stripey lines out windows.

Unexpected views,
Changes in agenda,
Sameness shaken up –
I love a rainy day.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

The Take




Struggling down the bank,
Pushing through one turbine,
Navigating weedbeds –
The best spots taken!

Settling for the fringes,
Making hopeful casts,
Pondering which fly will
Best entice the big one.

Waiting for the interest,
Watching for a rise,
Praying for some action –
Please, God, a fish.

Thrilling at the take,
Feeling tug on line,
Pulling in the brown –
This one, a fighter!

There, in my hand,
A piece of wild river,
Flashing, alive, and
Mine for this moment.

Then back to the water,
Both brown trout and line,
To capture what’s special –
Illumined time.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Many Waters



We fished awhile today, and
Walked in many waters –

Lost Creek,
Childer’s Creek,
(Hiwassee possibilities),
Deep pools at
Coker Creek,
(Has anybody been there?),
The Yellow on Starr Mountain,
The Clinch,
(Inconsistent),
Rushing streams at
Greenbriar,
(Brookies in the Smokies),
Scenic Little River,
(Too cold now, or soon),
Legendary Citico,
(Hard to find the outlet),
Beaver Kill, and
Parksville,
Ocoee #1,
The bridge at 411,
(Walk up, and then
wade down).

We fished awhile today,
Got caught in many waters –
Rivers of the mind,
Where fish swim
All the time.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

The Extra



 







 
What happied my birthday,
52, female?
What made the ordinary
More like the “extra”?

Mysterious packages,
Morning openings,
Cards funny/heartfelt,
Picked out with care.

Tennessee notecards,
Honey bee things,
Thoughtful items from
People who know me.

A lingering bath –
No hurry, no rush –
An omelet so special, with
Pepper, cheese, onions.

Dark chocolate with breakfast?
Yes, I think so, and
Lady Grey tea,
Sweetened with honey.

Fun facebook greetings,
So many, so kind,
Joggers of memories,
Small reconnections.

A fan installed, the
Present of work,
Blades whisper-quiet,
New in our bedroom.

Fishing the river,
Wading one turbine,
Seeing a friend,
Talking to family.
 
Pizza, a movie,
(Even a Coke!),
Homemade brownies,
Aroma of chocolate.

Surprises continued,
A cake, some cookies,
A soft scarf to warm and
Stretch birthday pleasure.

Reminders, all, of the
Beauty of time,
God’s Gift daily,
Not just on birthdays.












Monday, November 5, 2012

Life’span



Just three golden specks –
Captive in a clear vial –
That, plus a little creek water, is all, after

A dozen-plus shovelfuls of
Coker Creek stream bed,
Three hours of
Swishy-swirls,
Big rock tosses,
Brown sand refusal and
Black sand backwashes.

Pure gold,
Almost 24K, barely visible and
Infinitely rewarding –
A tiny reminder that

Treasure really is
Out there,
Small, but valuable,
Under layers of distracting dirt,
Past painstaking work and
Slow, careful sifting,

It waits for the patient;
It is saved for the persistent.
At the bottom of a life’span is the
Rare and real and wonderful –
No mistaking that stuff -
It’s all that lasts.
It’s all that matters.

You’ll know gold when you see it.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Gold, a Haiku



Here, measured treasure,
But in heaven, just pavement –
Pale beside my God.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

McAlister's Iced Tea





McAlister’s iced tea –
It always hits the spot.

Freshly brewed, never bitter,
Smooth, (sweet or un),
Cool and icy chunky in a
Tall clear cup.

Long red straw, with
Refills aplenty, of
Instant refreshment, plus
Prolonged satisfaction.

Caffeine, a Haiku



Caffeine stamina –
Artificial energy
Waiting for the crash.